Marriage

I am marrying my baby daddy on Friday!!!!  Who would have thought?  17 years ago when I sold him a bump of crystal for like $20 at a dirty ass rave I would not have believed that we would make the most beautiful baby and form such an amazing family.  17 years of being partners in crime but really both of our lives really began 18 months ago with this little sucker.

The love I have for these two is ridiculous.  They actually keep up with me in the goofy department.  Greg, thank you for buying that bump from me and tricking Lauren and I into driving you guys home from Baltimore.  Thank you for being my best friend, brother(even though that sounds incest like), partner in crime and protector since we met.  Thank you for waiting out all the craziness in our lives and trying to get in my pants again.  You are my family.  Always have been.    And it is just so fucking right.  Do you feel it?  I do and I love it.  LOVE IT!  You are the most amazing father.  It makes me giddy just watching you and Eoghan.  And the way Eoghan stares at you playing the guitar is enough to break hearts.  I am in love with you, I am grateful for you, and I thank you for falling in love with me. 

We make a beautiful family!

My son is 1 years old plus three days.

How come pregnancy seems like years and then I have my boy and he goes from this.....

to this in what feels like seconds?

Due Date

This was my official due date.  WOW, is all I can say.  I can not believe it has been a year.  And there is only four more days until my beautiful Eoghan decided it was time to come on out.  It is dreamlike how quickly the best year of Greg and I's life has flown by.  Please, Please slow down.